暧昧

唱 : 杨丞琳

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

I think this song has been around for sometime, but never really paid attention to the lyrics. Anyway, I find that the lyrics actually make some sense. LOL

Just thought of the song yesterday when my junior said (jokingly) that my relationship with my senior is quite 暧昧. I know there are people out there who thinks there's more to my friendship with my senior, but I would usually shrug it off because I know those people did not know that my senior's married. However, to hear it coming from my junior who can be considered quite close to the 2 of us did throw me off a little.

I started to 检讨自己 to see if there is something that I have done to cause such a misunderstanding, and I really cannot find any. I treat my senior the same way I treat all my friends ie. all the loud talking, teasing, showing him my fist when he made fun of me, and the occasional 撒娇. As for him, I do not recall him treating me or others any differently. He is your typical Mr. Nice-Guy; he treats everybody nice.

Anyway, I wouldn't want to be in a 暧昧 relationship.
暧昧应该真的会让人受尽委屈
不能有相爱的证据
不能前进也没勇气洒脱地放弃
连拥抱都得压抑

爱得那么麻烦还不如选择不走上这条路.